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Tuesday, 22 April 2008

Tmr's gonna be the second day im missing school this week yayness i need the break. and its not even called ponning since i honestly am sick and dont wanna sniff continuously and stifle like i did the entire day in school today):
hahaha so i guess i didnt look truly sick? steph and sop were like saying i look very fresh today and i was like are you kiddingg me! and haha happily eating strawberry pocky and chatting instead of doing pe also heh. yup i got the last pack of strawberry, which was a good thing or else itll be such a disappointment since i kept chanting "i like strawberry pocky because i like strawberry pocky!":D
besides that was singing-high pitch-and-outta-tune on purpose with sop steph and liyan joined in at some parts but she kinda didnt wanna do the screeching thing which was the funniest part! that was done at the patio, sitting on the swing and sing-ing-ing<3
school was better than it would have been because of them(:
yea i woke up as one emotional wreck, its like all of a sudden i was crying which isnt really me in the first place?! basically, it hit me how much i miss sc and a particular person, kexinnn. ohmigosh its like recalling all the times we've spent together and how she was always there for me last year just added to the whole impact.
actually theres a whole list of people ive been missing:
kexin- my babelicious babe and horny friend who together with me, turn the most innocent things into muchmuch more and who made drama sessions our very own, with many fits of uncontrollable laughter in between<333
jacqueline- my other babe-licious and bestie whom ive shared oh so many longg phone conversations with and all those enjoyable shopping trips etc, we've gone through the good and the bad together<333
gerald- my darling gor gor, one of those whom ive had the most fun msn convs with we can chat for a whole day and get so high about absolutely the most retarded things and come up with nonsense no other idiots will talk about, the only guy whom ive ever said i love, even in a platonic way the nicest guy ive ever met id say:DD
shan- my all-time favourite senior, who willingly listens to all the dramatic happenings of my life, giving friendly advice without being a preach and one of my motivators last year, like all the above mentioned three also were(:
li chun- my longest partner, we managed to survive each other for two years and come out being good friends even, underneath the joking words we knew we could count on each other and pull through in the important things(:
those make the top five, unfortunately theres way more than that, ranging from people ive not seen for a year plus to those whom i still see around nearly everyday but never ever get to spend time with properly:/
make new friends, and keep the old
thats the way it should be

Thursday, 10 April 2008

the random ramblings ive to make:
- bitch or hypocrite, and is it possible to be none?
about this whole issue, i think i should apologize. i was thinking, i guess if i were her i wouldnt want to be treated this way would i? but then again, if i were to be in such a situation, i wouldnt react the same way. the thing is i cant bring myself to act all nice and friendly while at the back of my mind is "i dont like you i cant stand you", its just not me i'll feel really grossed out with myself if i were to do that and yea honestly i wouldnt enjoy the process too haha. the other alternative is feeling guilty at times for being the bitch.
dear sophie and steph, please dont be so stressed about it okay? i am too but im sure you both are feeling it muchmuch more. As i told steph i'll support you both in whatever your decision, im gonna tryy. once more.
-when its all said and done, whats left is only for you to wait and find out
yes i wanna get in council, but i hope i made the right choice in running in the first place because as much as i know im not joining just for the words "was in the 9th student council", i dont wanna have to be someone one not just because im a councillor, if i become one in the first place that is. As anyone can tell, im not the guai-est student around and completely no talking/joking during lessons, no late work no ponning etc? i believe in having fun, within the boundaries and i hope thats sufficient.
Anw, i wanna say thank you so much to all those who voted and supported me, i really appreciate it. This goes out especially to my class who i probably could not have done without during my speech that day, yup i heard ever single of the "we love you Faith" you all shouted, and responding to what i say throughout! i lovelovelove you all. We've
GOT CLASS
hahaha yea about the "got class" erm slogan, i swear it was a random name for my msn category. and i dont know why but i just casually mentioned it and those who heard 'bought' it, haha that is after eunice kinda rolled her eyes before she heard properly:p

Saturday, 15 March 2008

Hols are nearly up, well theyre actually over since it’s the weekend before going back already and we normally have Saturday Sunday off anw. So here’s what Ive been up to, as far as I can rem(:
(haha ive been rather antisocial esp during the first part of the week plus break)

sun:
a bit of shopping at wisma and then starbucks catch-up with Amanda, I had something else other than my usual mocha fix for once and it was a good choice(: then headed to al dente at the esplanade, for italy trip reunion dinner hahaha. The place got prettier at night cuz we dined alfresco style and they were lanterns by the side and all. Food tasted okay and was actually still reasonably-priced, I splitted a pizza and lobster spaghetti with my linh and paid about 30 in the end. Haven’t seen her for really long so it was good to see her again(: besides her there was Amanda of course and Charlene Carrie Alex Steph Almas Yvonne. So something happened at the earlier part of dinner, it wasn’t directly related to me but I didn’t think it was a very considerate thing to do mhmm. Then, my linh and I went to take a walk around the esplanade area, I like night walks with all the lights dotting the would-be darkness(:
thanks dearie for waiting with me for my direct bus, haha yea I know it came right after the indirect one but I know you would still have skipped it anw. And im glad that I saw you today, we should have kept in touch in spite of it all! Oh well its still not too late for things like that yea(: im wishing you all the best, I know its not easy I cant imagine what happened to you happening to me but I think youre one strong mature person so I def believe you will get through it all soon okay.

Mon:
Was too lazy to go for ecp outing with the scappers cuz I heard about it last-min and antisocialising mood you see. Then jacq called to ask me to go donovans house or she wanted to come over to mine but nothing happened in the end. that was the day I was suddenly deliberating whether I should hate him or not, nothing new happened its just that when I think of the way you behave, including how you treat your friends you really don’t seem to be a nice person so why should I even bother being like friends.
Hahaha I found out john and san were at ecp also, how coincidental so I might just have bumped into them if I went in the first place(:

Tues:
Nearly went for romp with ck Raymond Jolene and her friend but decided not to for a few reasons.

Wed:
Debate in the am where I was lifeless. It was rather blah the first session was more fun, I enjoyed myself more haha. Then hanged in sch with fae yun shu yi pui ee Jocelyn and some pthers were around the area too. It was raining cats and dogs so fae yun and I were screaming cuz of the bad drainage system and ineffective ‘shelters ’the school has hahaha we got how wet even though we walked under ‘covered’ areas wts. Gave her a lift back then went home myself to change. Haha in the end I didn’t go for og outing neither did I go for kboxing. Instead it was macs fries before going to marina- econs in between a magarita each(frozen strawberry and classic for her) and a shared ice cream mudpie then a double cheeseburger each haha its only 15 cents more than a normal I didn’t know that! Then spur on the moment harrys where we had red wine by the name of cabernet something I cant rem, at happy hour price cuz the guy let us even though we were a few minutes late and it was sposedly over. My alcohol tolerance is way low, I was redd my gosh but hahaha it was quite funny:D

Thurs:
Finished up econs hw, did it till I was how frustrated. And hahaha I didn’t go for the operaa, Cantonese opera in Chinese or Chinese opera in English?? Kegan had two free tickets for it at Victoria, I cant rem how he got them now hahaha.

Fri aka ytd:
I had fun. Haha met liyan at coffee bean westmall and we went supermarket shopping which is fun with friends but not usually so with parents hahaha. Playing around with the trolley and all! Didn’t bring my cam then though so no pictures of then:( quite a bit of going around cuz we kept saying but later hahaha and we wanted vodka at the supermarket but there wasn’t so we went seven eleven and cheers. The branch’s selection was pathetic so cheers but then after we finally chose four bottles of alcohol and liyan brought one to the cashier and I was about to bring the other three, it looked like she was getting carded and truly that’s what happened wth. So I was like forget it. It was back to the supermarket and after we decided, I went to pay myself while liyan waited for me and then met me outside hahaha. Back to my place, house for a while then food and drinks and games downstairs by the pool! Mark and then jon joined, hahaha it was so funny mark brought his dinner in a proper plate with this cover like the microwavable ones. and liyan and I had prata and ate a whole chicken by ourselves! Hahaha you know the type you see hanging at chicken rice stalls, yup one whole of that ripped by our hands and eaten ahaha that was funny too:D besides that was ruffles and lays and vanilla loacker waffle biscuits and the big bottle of wine. Haha we didn’t drink that much, even though liyan wanted to drink to our hearts content since we’ll have to go back to school soon damn. Oh we bought nutella too, but no idea what happened to it I realize! Played in the pool even though we were just in our clothes, splashing and jumping around ang gaying around ahaha. truth or dare and tai di too! The night was goodd(:

Today: stepup2 with Kevin and jacq but nah Im here.

Friday, 07 March 2008

active alecia
excellent eunice
fabulous faith
pretty paul
and etc
hahaha that was what we called ourselves in the name game we played during ct(: haha we're sposed to come up with an adjective to describe ourselves, starting with the same alphabet as our name!
then it was sposed to be lit, but it got cancelled cuz sas was sposed to lecture but he couldnt make it, so after half an hour we were told we could leave, hahaha i couldnt really believe it its like the first time this sorta thing happened for me i think? like usually theyll just make us stay in class doing something not just let us go
it was 930 then thats why we wanted to climb out instead of waiting for three hours but we just casually walked out of the gate in the end cuz the j2s just ended their gp common test or smthg lucky us! or else definitely wouldnt have beeen able to:D thank goodness we didnt climb in the end or we'll have felt how stupid, imagine if we got hurt from climbing while we could have just walked out like what we did hahaha well technically we're not allowed to do that but just pretend your a j2 heh
buffet at kuishin bowl with jon liyan esther or however you spell it, which made me decide im probably not going back to sakae again hahaha well its more expensive but the variety and quality is much much better! its like not really a student hangout spot more of an office crowd even though there were like two other bunches of students like cj and cant rem where
oh we ended up making it for the 60-min buffet thing, so i think that was about the fastest time i took for having buffet. could have eat more though! haha the rest cant really eat so sad i was the only pig i guess hahaha
took the mrt for nearly 20 stops to reach pj and bus ride too yea my gosh 20 okay! but it wasnt so bad cuz amanda called me just when i was getting tired of smsing(:
crashed debate all of a sudden, it was totally a last minute unplanned sorta thing like i didnt go back to school for that at all at all. then ziyang and fei yun were going and kegan and i just went and told them we're not really joining but just observing is that okay even though we didnt go for any trials or anything before this. when i heard those who they havent heard speak before from the previous meeting were sposed to, i was like thinking oh man what did i just get myself into?? as in im mostly fine with speaking but i was sposed to merely be there to observe you know haha
the motion was just "this house would abolish the death penalty" and i chose prop which was different from ziyang fei yun and kegan so we were on opposing sides. haha it was them and some other guy vs me and one guy one girl. the debate seniors thought that i can be a bitch and mean just cuz im from sc i think so they placed me as 3rd speaker my gosh i was like omg i totally have no experience you know! well cuz the other two on my team look so quiet.
anw i totally floppedd my speech, lost track of all my thoughts didnt know my argument and all. it was pretty bad to me that i felt kinda shit after it, i mean i know its just a 'trial' but it was still sucky you know. anw as i expected ziyang was good and kegan ruled, good going guys(:
then we were given comments like besides the losing track and too casual mannwr there were stuff like not bad points how they think ive potential haha which basically everyone has potential right. how i can be good. how i stayed calm and concentrated even though this senior who came back to help acted feirce? hahaha zomg they were like saying im a subtle killer and may be a 3rd speaker which will be breaking record since theyve not had a female third for very long hahaha.
they were really encouraging thanks for that and the funniness made me laugh quite a bit too(: but the thing is, i know im probably not good enough to make the team in the near future and its actually really late to learn from seriously scratch if youre honest about it
sc or debate? weighing the both of them haha